you know... I've been kinda happy this week... other than worring for three of my best friends... well five... but the other two I worry about all the time. I'm hoping things in band get better... I talked to my section leader about some stuff... and I'm kinda worried about her and the assistant drum major... One of my friend's is mad at me cause I'm sitting in her 'rightful chair' in band. Truthfully, I don't think it matters... but w/e arguing over completly stupid stuff like that is well.... just that.... stupid. What does it matter what chair we're in as long as we can play? I mean, I fear more for the fact that the principal will rid of band than what freakin chair I am...
on a playing basis, I acutally deserve second chair, but if she wants it and wants to be smug about it, I'd rather play last chair next to the good for nothings and my ass of a brother.
And that kinda made me mad that she didn't talk to me about it. She could have bit my head off and I wouldn't have cared cause I don't want her head to pop off bottling her anger like that... I do care for her more than my chair.... I don't even give a shit about chair order as long as we're still friends. I really wouldn't care... I asked my section leader if we could make her first cause well... I think she deserves it. She practices hard and so does our section leader. I'm good with talent considering I don't practice hardly.
So I was mad about that, and worried about that... and I'm hello nervous about prom tomarrow night.... I hope that it'll be fun. But i logged onto my zilla and found a message from someone who read my new sesshomaru story and she told me that she really liked it and that she wants me to continue it. It made me so exstaticly happy that I almost started crying. So I'm gonna type some.

Oh, and I'm not mad at you darlin. I just wish you woulda told me sooner, I would have switched seats with you in a heartbeat! And I'll let you sit second if you want... and you may even sit first... dunno... Just hope you're feeling better

I know I am.....
Next week is gonna be hell, I know it